but at what cost?

what doesn't kill you makes you:

  • lose your innocence
  • stop trusting anyone
  • wonder what makes you so unlovable
  • live in a constant state of survival
  • question everything you thought you knew
  • replay all the ways it could have been different
  • ask yourself if it is worth going on with all this pain
  • wake up every morning and contemplate the same thing

what doesn't kill you kills parts of yourself you will never get back.